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Prayers for Zeus

wtfdskin

Member
Follow up visit today. Not good. We are continuing the tumeric doses, vet gave us a referral for two other treatment centers, one being cornell and the other is local.

We have a consultation tomorrow for a possible scope or ct scan. Tumor has grown a little. His one eye is completely closed, clear discharge from his nose with a slight bit of blood.
Nasal neoplasia is the diagnosis. [emoji174] They pretty much ruled out fungal infection, but havent tested for it. I think he is getting headaches, whenever he lies down he will bury his head. Laid on the floor with him for two hours with his head buried in my armpit.

Lost 15 lbs since this started but he eats well.

Sorry for being a downer but this is breaking my heart. I fear it will soon be time to make that decision i dread so much. I cant believe how fast it appeared and how quickly he is declining.

I pray that tomorrow they can be of some help to guide me in doing the right thing for him.
 

Hector

Well-Known Member
Ah that's very sad news. I hope he can be comfortable whatever you go with. With the turmeric paste, you have to be pretty aggressive with it. In the latest success story that I read, the owner gave I think 1/2 teaspoon 5x a day. That amount can cause a serious upset stomach.

Good luck to you both.
 

Boxergirl

Well-Known Member
I'm sorry to hear this update. You love is clear. Let it guide you. And remember that one day too soon is always better than one day too late, if it comes to that. I wish you both the best of luck. Please let us know how the appointment goes.
 

wtfdskin

Member
Thank you so.much.
Hector, weve been giving him one teaspoon 4x a day wrapped in a piece of lunch meat. He loves getting his meds, gee i wonder why. Haha
 

Hector

Well-Known Member
Thank you so.much.
Hector, weve been giving him one teaspoon 4x a day wrapped in a piece of lunch meat. He loves getting his meds, gee i wonder why. Haha
Oh that is a lot lol. Glad he's not getting upset stomach. Are you making the paste with coconut oil and ground pepper?
 

wtfdskin

Member
Yes we are. He's 185 lbs and thats what it worked out to for his weight.

We just went to get some dinner, he is getting his ct scan and a sample taken.
 

wtfdskin

Member
Sorry I haven't been back to update. Haven't been to energetic lately.

CT scan confirmed tumor started in nostril, protruded through the bone and is working its way toward the brain.

Pathology came back today confirming nasal carcinoma.

He has some days better than others. Last 2 days have been pretty good. Takes his daily strolls around our property, chomps snowballs, and seems in good spirits all considered. Better than me anyway.

Made arrangements today for in home euthanasia and cremation. Just need time to prepare ourselves. Had some good conversations with the vet, a very considerate and consoling person he was.
 

Hector

Well-Known Member
Sorry I haven't been back to update. Haven't been to energetic lately.

CT scan confirmed tumor started in nostril, protruded through the bone and is working its way toward the brain.

Pathology came back today confirming nasal carcinoma.

He has some days better than others. Last 2 days have been pretty good. Takes his daily strolls around our property, chomps snowballs, and seems in good spirits all considered. Better than me anyway.

Made arrangements today for in home euthanasia and cremation. Just need time to prepare ourselves. Had some good conversations with the vet, a very considerate and consoling person he was.
So sorry to hear. I don't even know what to say really. It's a hard time and take care of yourself.
 

Boxergirl

Well-Known Member
I'm so sorry. I know there aren't any words of comfort, so I won't even try. Spoil him and give him all the things he loves. If you need to talk or whatever, we're here. You and your family will be in my thoughts.
 

Bailey's Mom

Super Moderator
Super Moderator
Any updates? How is he? I wish you the heart of a Mastiff, unafraid and willing and forever pure...love unconditional and forever powerful. Blessings on you and Zeus and your family.
 

Jakesmum

Well-Known Member
I am so sorry to hear about Zeus! My heart is breaking for you and the difficult decisions you are having to make. You and your family are in my thoughts!
 

NYDDB

Well-Known Member
What a heart-breaking situation...but how beautiful that you have arranged an in-home euthanasia; he will feel the warmth and love of you all until the end.

Peace to you and your family.
 

wtfdskin

Member
Thank you everyone for the kind words and prayers. I can't believe how agressive it has become. Only took one month to reach this point. He is doing his best, he hides it like his daddy. Some days better than others. As of now that sad day is scheduled for next friday unless he drastically worsens. Making that call was the hardest thing to do, but at this point its the best gift we can give him.
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His one year anniversary with us 5 years ago.
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Vacay on the outer banks. Loved chasing the waves. Our trip back there this fall will not be the same. But some of his ashes will go with us there.
 

NYDDB

Well-Known Member
Thank you everyone for the kind words and prayers. I can't believe how agressive it has become. Only took one month to reach this point. He is doing his best, he hides it like his daddy. Some days better than others. As of now that sad day is scheduled for next friday unless he drastically worsens. Making that call was the hardest thing to do, but at this point its the best gift we can give him.
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His one year anniversary with us 5 years ago.
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Vacay on the outer banks. Loved chasing the waves. Our trip back there this fall will not be the same. But some of his ashes will go with us there.

Perfect...
 

Brinks

Well-Known Member
My heart just breaks reading this. Thinking of you, wtfdskin, and your family in this tough time. So much love for Zeus in your words- it's very touching.
 

wtfdskin

Member
Goodbye dear friend.

With much sadness and tears I type this. Yesterday afternoon Zeus' pain and struggle has come to an end. That painful day has passed, but I am sure he is much happier now.

My thanks go out to Dr. Reese and Pine Creek Veterinary Associates. Their in home visit was respectful and consoeling. There is a huge hole in our family now and he will be dearly missed.

I found this on another mastiff board, may have been posted here before. Brings tears to my eyes but it is so well written.

You're giving me a special gift,
So sorrowfully endowed,
And through these last few cherished days
Your courage makes me proud.

But, really, love is knowing
When your best friend is in pain
And understanding earthly acts
Will only be in vain.

So looking deep into your eyes,
And beyond into your soul,
I see in you the magic that will
Once more make me whole.

The strength that you possess
Is why I look to you today
To do this thing that must be done,
For it's the only way.

That strength is why I've followed you
And chose you for my friend,
And why I've loved you all these years....
My partner till the end.

Please understand just what this gift,
You're giving, means to me.
It gives me back the strength I've lost,
And all my dignity.

You take a stand on my behalf,
For that is what friends do,
And know that what you do is right,
For I believe it too.

So one last time, I breathe your scent,
And through your hand I feel
The courage that is with you
To grant me this appeal.

Cut the leash that holds me here,
Dear friend, and let me run,
Once more a strong and steady dog,
My pain and struggle done.

And don't despair my passing
For I won't be far away,
Forever here within your heart
And memory I will stay.

I 'll be there watching over you,
Your ever-faithful friend,
And in your memories I'll run....
A young dog once again.

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MastiffMillie

Well-Known Member
I'm so sorry for your loss. We also had to let go our girl, in July, and those words are so true.


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