Childhood sweethearts.

[DMikeM]

Broken heart or fond memories? My girl contacted me yesterday after 32 years of no contact. I saw her once when I was around 17 and she told me she was getting married. I know it was bad but we spent the night together that one time and she left in the middle of the night. Broke my heart for a second time. I left her the first time when I was 10 when we moved to the mountains and I still remember seeing her standing in the middle of the road crying as we drove away, I was heart broken for the first time. We had promised to grow old together. How could I not fall for a girl whoes last name is Lovejoy? Kids huh? Well she found me through my work and we got together yesterday and talked about fantasy and memories, then she dropped a bomb and told me my son had died at birth. That one night we were together. This hurt so bad I just can't put it to words.
Then she tells me she has always loved me and could never forget me. She did get married and has kids and is still married but we stayed up all night together and just an hour ago she left again. And now I am once again broken. Not sure why I would tell you guys this but I just wanted to tell someone.

 

[Smart_Family]

I'm sorry Mike. That's a really tough situation. Did she say what she was looking for by telling you all that?

 

[DMikeM]

No, she didn't she is a really good person except for the infidelity part. But all of us have our weaknesses. She did say that she just wanted me to know the truth. She is locked into her life and cannot leave it and she does love her husband, I can tell by how she speaks of him. But the way she looks at me just crushes me in my core. I can remember every day that I spent with her from 8 years old to 50 years now. Like a movie in my mind. I look at her and can still see an 18 year old girl scared to death that she will be married in 10 days and I can see an 11 year old crying as I tell her I am leaving to live in the mountains. I don't know why it's so vivid in my memory it's nothing I could explain, and she has the same visions as I do. Something is broken here and maybe it's why I never married. She is a year older than me but looks 20 younger, maybe it's my mind playing tricks but it's just like a dream and now I wake up and it's gone again. It really sucks about my son as I have 2 other children that I never get to see because I was stupid when i was younger and got two girls pregnant. 1 son and 1 daughter. I have tried to reach out to both but have had no luck.

 

[Amanda F.]

So sorry to hear that Mike. As I was reading I was hoping for a happy ending. Take it easy today and hug your pups. That always seems to help me when I'm down.

 

[musicdeb]

I'm sorry Mike... The one true love in your life is usually the one you bring to your grave.