I give up, I'm buying a TM pup since every rescue attempt I made was just flat out declined or denied after bonding with the dog. They seem to not care about my TM experience so I looked for a breeder and found one that would help me and also have a written contract if anything happens. Litter would be born first week of December and I'd be able to pick him up around March. I'm planning on having him as my service dog for my PTSD and the sire is a service dog already so hopefully the temperament would be fine.