https://youtu.beS5sRsA1z7ng
A video of me and miSea
OM goodness! Have you ever laughed and cried at the same time?? FROM JOY?? /Monkey showed _IMMEDIATE improvement!! As soon as I POSTED! I now really know well wishes do work. I finally cried today for this dog in a way I could never cry if one of my children or my mother died-this is an unconditional love that my dog and I have, and even the best mom and daughters do not unconditionally love, particularly after the children have been given everything necessary to make and have a good life-no matter the cost out of me-personally and financially, and after my mother abused me for years. My children are between 25 - 36 (it would be heartless if I said this about babies). I am a good daughter-but could never love mom as much as I do this dog. She caused my brother's death and several suicide attempts from me long ago-you should never let monsters-aka dads or grandpas who are weird- have access to your baby children or allow then to run away because the step dad is abusive and beats your mom and me all the time. I have no friends, it's a long story-but my dog is my friend.
She interrupted us and just was mean. She cannot understand joy and tears. However, I know someone here will, and I just had to share. It was really heartfelt and glorious.
I hope any one who can see this video realizes that joy and sorrow sometimes occur together. The sorrow is because I had been holding it all in-I thought maybe I was not doing enough, but I was doing my best and I had no one to share with. I was afraid he would die.Thank you for letting me share. I will also show a pic where we are out in the yard, moments before, and I am praying for anything powerful in the universe to make him well and telling him that people are giving him hope and wishes -AND he started acting himself again. He told me a story about the sand in my moms yard. It is a grassy yard but he had made, or rather just walked more frequently, up a bit of lawn so that it was like the beach (we live in Florida) where we always want swimming when he was better. If you really listen, dogs will talk to you-One of my mastiffs had an incredible sense of humor -but that is another story. He did not have to dig-just swipe his paws over the past few days or so-He was never allowed in that part of the yard before to go potty, but since on bed rest that was where he went because it was close-and he created a lovely place. He made us a beach. I took some pics of us and with all of the pent up emotion and then the joy, as I saw him moving differently, eating better and becoming alert again, I actually cried and laughed at the same time. I don't think I have ever done that before.
I shot a video today of me laughing and crying at the same time with him.
Do you new mastiff owners know that these dogs can tell you things if you listen hard enough?
Sea Monkey told me that he made that spot in my mom's grass because it has been 80 degrees here in Fl for the past week (more or less) and then invited me to his 'beach'. Normally to sit in the grass I like to get a blanket because there are bugs-that is why he made the beach - no bugs no grass. He is a hero. -Doing this slowly over the past few nights when it got cool outside and I thought perhaps the leg was bothering him and he liked the cool ground. I mentioned looking at the stars with your pups in another post-we would sit out at night, look up, and quietly speak. But he really made a spot just like the beach we go to, little by little. I love this dog so much,
If you cannot love a dog like this DO not get a mastiff because you will break his heart. These dogs love you body and soul and need the same thing back from their human companions.
Thanks so m much-I really believes all of these prayers and well wishes worked. I normally don't believe in prayers because it could not save my brother-but it was obviously the wrong people praying and sending good wishes and energy. However, Monkey and I were sitting out there and he told me he would get better and that the prayers people had said-even for a sec- helped him.
I know he was scheduled for another surgery the next morning and was dwindling-but after I posted he was so much better the next morning I cancelled his next procedure-now I have to got out when he goes potty to keep him from guarding and today trying to get his ball and play fetch-he is still on potty only-but he does not know it!!
It's a miracle!!!
I had been holding in my grief because I have no fiends to talk to - but today I laughed and cried altogether- I'd like to share. I have so much love, like the rest of you- and if you have ever laughed and cried with your pup/dog, y
