I read halfway through the responses and started crying again. Went through the photos and videos trying to ease the pain but it made things worse. Ruby I truly believe that Thor was one of those special once in a life time dogs. Someone who leaves such a great influence in your life. We did kind of "grow up" together so I do consider him a brother, and like true family he's stuck with me through some rough spots in my life.
Yes, Ruby pizza was Thor's favorite food. After I would let him out to use the bathroom he went straight towards the truck, if we were having pizza that night. How he knew was anyone's guess.
Raechiemay, thank you for understanding I felt bad saying but it was the truth. Just like Thor to me, and Daisy to you there is something there that bonds us closer somehow.
In Stone's defense he's been clinging to me the whole time, even more so than usual. Even late last night while I was cleaning up after Thor's accident he was always touching me by my side. I played some videos of Thor and he started whining. Shortly after I threw Thor's favorite football to see what he would do. He did attempt to play with but then he backed up towards where I was sitting and started whining. I may be humanizing Stone but I think he understood, that was Thor's toy.........As soon I said that I started crying again, then Stone who is laying right next to me jumps on the desk with his front feet. I try to push him away but he kept coming back......Finally I hugged the crap out of him and cried hysterically again . Feeling him reminded me of the last time I hugged Thor. I do badmouth Stone and he does frustrate me, despite my lack of connection with him. I think he does "care" in his own way. He does do things that reminds me of Thor so I guess in Thor is still here.........